April 19, 2013
Cause today I promise myself
to be a successful architect and a business woman in general. I’ve rested well and learned better for the
last eight months, and I think that’s enough. This day, I promise myself to
save a lot of money for my dream contemporary house…for my cars… for my travels
with family…and for my wanderings alone. I will work hard even if it would mean
lesser sleeps, no social life and anxiety.
Starting today, I will be
SELFISH… most of my money and time I will share with my family. I will never spend
for my friends anymore and even to my boyfriend. Ahh my boyfriend!!! Ive aided
him ever since… mentally… emotionally… romantically… and… financially. At 28,
he’s very immature… I can say he’s smart but he’s too indolent to go to school…
he can’t sustain a job and he gets discouraged easily---because he never tries.
I promise that I will not be wasting my energy on him… never again. It’s going
to hurt him…me… but I have to be egotistic because I am a dreamer… I HAVE
SKY-HIGH AMBITIONS TO FULFILL before I leave this earth. God help me.
The Promises:
- Architect, I know you’re very driven…you’re a strong woman… but DRIVE! Learn to drive.
- This year…im gonna have my driver’s license. That would probably cost me 5,000 php. I’ll have it all fixed by a fixer, I know it’s not ideal but that’s how it works here. Better hire a fixer or get your license 127 years from now. =)
- I miss my father so much. I’m not a perfect daughter and I’ve upset him several times when he was still alive. Let me design his resting place. That’s a promise, Pa! =)
- I will attend the National Convention of Architects this 2014, and Im going to wear this dress.... <3
- I will watch a Damian Marley concert when he comes here in the Philippines. And when I do, I will be in the front row. Please Lord.
- I dont know if its possible but I will try to have my first BIG project this year.
- I didn't got the chance to enjoy my 2012 and 2013 summer because I don't have the means and extra cash. Next summer, I promise to make it GRAND AND LUXURIOUS!!! =)
- I want to wear a VERY FABULOUS BLACK WEDDING DRESS but I dont want to get married. How is that possible??
